11.2.2025
This morning I awoke in our friends bed next to Mike under the coziest quilts. I sent him to get us breakfast tacos & coffee. Happy we had the time with X’s family since we are in a bit of a rush after tacos. My sister requests our early arrival to help with my niece while they work on last touches for her party before guests arrive. I chanted to Savitar and Hare Krsna before opening the car door when we arrived. Perfect timing as my mother , already out in front of the house, hands the stroller over to me and Mike. We take off on walk just the three of us. I was relieved feeling not ready to face my sister just yet. So pretty cool they let us take off with her and that she was down too. We walked to the swing by the library past ‘sleeping pumpkin ghost’ where she swung some. I was able to calm her from a cry when she wasn’t ready to head home yet. Very mild but still cool I was able to comfort. Its a relief she likes Mike , too! She has been upset by the presence of most men since she was born. This is also comforting and I recognize and admire how he has totally taken control since being here in the best ways. Communicating with my sister, coming into meet my friends even after being grumpy and a hellish commute from New York, and the way he is navigating this stroller with the precision of a carpenter, for example. We returned and the party was of a good harmonious flow and attendance. She loved everyone singin’ her happy birthday, we all sounded insync like newly formed choir it was sweet as pie. Then this was followed by a girl around here age singing it again. This time solo. I liked to imagine they could be new life long friends, because how sick is that! I indulged in a couple of mini blue bell ice creams my dad brought. We stayed till everyone left and when saying goodbye to my niece she at first said no and I said ok and walked away a little. Then she ran toward me arms open big hug and a ‘kiss’. I love her so much and it feels so good to be loved by her. My sister invites us to breakfast and we side hug.
Apt 6 Lower Greenville
My love has made another amazing move and booked us an airbnb while enjoyin’ a day buzz . We banged as soon as we got into the room pretty much. Game on, windows open and vapes smokin’. Both of us came and round 2 with me riding turns into bloody penis. Last day of my cycle the position and hip movements really got the final flow goin’. I love the simple art in here a framed feather and Eucalyptus stems branching out of a glass bottle. Also a big grey painting and a print of the Dallas skyline in the bathroom.
11:11am
Post clawfoot tub bath soak w/ Celtic sea salt, ylang ylang, chamomile, and lavender essential oils. The moon is waxing in Pices almost full in Aries. Recalling the real cool bump in when I saw Pablo and Domingo sitting on a street bench and said Hello as we were walking to dinner. Loteria Card La Sirena 6 painted large next to our table. Woven rainbow basket of warm chips and big skooner glasses for my lemonade and his Michelada. An accordian and guitar player were walking around but think we just missed them since there was a DJ setting up. Yummy ceviche and octopus were consumed.
Mike is already alseep, left his lamp on and tv loud but is buried under all the pillows. News and sports updates blarring. Windows are open with just the occasional sound of cars driving by. Writing by lamp light, blue candle I lit burned through. Bunion braces on just winding down for bed myself. Pulled 4 of wands celebration & community support and Autumn bounty & balance. Bringing thoughts of gratitude for this regrouping space feels really good to be all packed and reorganized this Sunday night. Its been a month in Texas living out of my bag. He will leave tomorrow after our breakfast invite at Cindi’s in the morning.
Just turned his light off and moved the TV facing me in the nook. S3 E13 Bride & Gloom of the Charmed Series is on, its a wild west episode how syncro.
-Tail
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